As I keep myself busy, time goes faster. Good. I’m waiting for him, knowing where he is. It’s so hard to be the one who stays, wondering if he’s okay. The tears that flow down were too thick for me to imagine his features again, and that was rude. I only had until nightfall for sure, with the limit that ended the dream-like story, like a fairytale. I stared at our picture, wishing that this two enchanting characters would be in each other’s arms more than anyone. Wishing that what they have now would last forever, or, if it couldn’t, the other one may stop existing. I know he wants to pursue his dreams, no matter what sacrifice it’ll cost me.
There will be no more reasons more than anything. I want to be where he is now, but I can’t follow. I should pursue my dreams also, my economist life.
You want to know something? I miss you and I’m certainly scared. Yes. So scared. I’m afraid to make this we-don’t-know-the-start relationship to fall. I’m a little used to about being lonely but the fact that I wonder the whole day how was you, hurts and made me the paranoid one. Did he ever bother to think of me even just for a second?
I would never want anything but you, no matter how long I lived.
You are safe here in my arms Never fear i’ll be beside you Feel my love, touching your soul Holding you closer as i whisper to you
I will never leave you hold on tight Promise to stay forever by your side I will never leave you promise i Stay forever i will never leave you behind
Stay with me and you will see I will be the one who been dreaming I won’t hurt the heart that you’ve given And never be wounded in my arms i promise
I will never leave you hold on tight Promise to stay forever by your side And i will always love you promise i Stay forever i will never leave you behind
And every moment, every minute, every hour of my life I intend to live my whole life with you I will be your home and live the same forever in my arms And will make it through
I will never leave you hold on tight Promise to stay forever by your side I will never leave you promise i Stay forever i will never leave you behind
I’ll be with you… whenever, whenever, whenever.. Promise i stay forever I will never leave you behind You are safe here in my arms ‘coz i will never leave you Leave you behind
Last day. :| Tomorrow he'll be leaving. Tomorrow is the dawn of his dream. Tomorrow is the start of the long distance relationship I'm afraid to face. I'm feeling the pain of saying "Bye na, Ingat ka" as he ride the tricycle.
We attended the 10-11 mass in our church and it's eastern sunday. No one is prohibited to be sad. So kelangan, lumabag ako sa utos ng simbahan, kasi aalis na xa. I know, I'm the luckiest girl in town, because having him is one of those things I never expected. Late xa sa simbahan. Sumunod na lang xa. Then, we went straight to our house. Kabado xa xempre. :)
Until 5 pm, nandun xa. At kakauwi nya lang ngayon. :|
Thank you for keeping me up. For letting me share my everything with you. For letting me know those things I can handle. Thank you for sharing your things with me. Thank you for never giving me up. Thank you for all those ups and downs na nagpatatag ng relationship natin. Thank you for always being with me.
I know I'm gonna miss you. I know my heart will feel it's part. I love you. I will and always feel the same way. :|
As I keep myself busy, time goes faster. Good. I’m waiting for him, knowing where he is. It’s so hard to be the one who stays, wondering if he’s okay. The tears that flow down were too thick for me to imagine his features again, and that was rude. I only had until nightfall for sure, with the limit that ended the dream-like story, like a fairytale. I stared at our picture, wishing that this two enchanting characters would be in each other’s arms more than anyone. Wishing that what they have now would last forever, or, if it couldn’t, the other one may stop existing. I know he wants to pursue his dreams, no matter what sacrifice it’ll cost me.
There will be no more reasons more than anything. I want to be where he is now, but I can’t follow. I should pursue my dreams also, my economist life.
You want to know something? I miss you and I’m certainly scared. Yes. So scared. I’m afraid to make this we-don’t-know-the-start relationship to fall. I’m a little used to about being lonely but the fact that I wonder the whole day how was you, hurts and made me the paranoid one. Did he ever bother to think of me even just for a second?
I would never want anything but you, no matter how long I lived.
You are safe here in my arms Never fear i’ll be beside you Feel my love, touching your soul Holding you closer as i whisper to you
I will never leave you hold on tight Promise to stay forever by your side I will never leave you promise i Stay forever i will never leave you behind
Stay with me and you will see I will be the one who been dreaming I won’t hurt the heart that you’ve given And never be wounded in my arms i promise
I will never leave you hold on tight Promise to stay forever by your side And i will always love you promise i Stay forever i will never leave you behind
And every moment, every minute, every hour of my life I intend to live my whole life with you I will be your home and live the same forever in my arms And will make it through
I will never leave you hold on tight Promise to stay forever by your side I will never leave you promise i Stay forever i will never leave you behind
I’ll be with you… whenever, whenever, whenever.. Promise i stay forever I will never leave you behind You are safe here in my arms ‘coz i will never leave you Leave you behind
Last day. :| Tomorrow he'll be leaving. Tomorrow is the dawn of his dream. Tomorrow is the start of the long distance relationship I'm afraid to face. I'm feeling the pain of saying "Bye na, Ingat ka" as he ride the tricycle.
We attended the 10-11 mass in our church and it's eastern sunday. No one is prohibited to be sad. So kelangan, lumabag ako sa utos ng simbahan, kasi aalis na xa. I know, I'm the luckiest girl in town, because having him is one of those things I never expected. Late xa sa simbahan. Sumunod na lang xa. Then, we went straight to our house. Kabado xa xempre. :)
Until 5 pm, nandun xa. At kakauwi nya lang ngayon. :|
Thank you for keeping me up. For letting me share my everything with you. For letting me know those things I can handle. Thank you for sharing your things with me. Thank you for never giving me up. Thank you for all those ups and downs na nagpatatag ng relationship natin. Thank you for always being with me.
I know I'm gonna miss you. I know my heart will feel it's part. I love you. I will and always feel the same way. :|
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APRIL JOYCE ARANETA CANDOR
15 years young. Freshie at University of the Philippines Diliman Extension Program in Pampanga and currently taking up BA Business Economics. Unique and of course, one of a kind. Violet. Pictures. Photo editing. Food. is surely love.
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